July 1, 2014

I’m realizing in my own life that I’m afraid, I’m afraid to start something. Whether it’s pursuing my career, trying harder in school, or maybe just being a better person, I’m afraid. From what I read, the reason I’m afraid is because I don’t think I can do it. I’m afraid that I’m going to fail and not achieve what it is that I’m pushing for. The only thing I can say to myself and anyone else out there is to try try again. For me it is getting closer to finding a career in life and it scares me to death. Always thinking to myself, what if I can’t make it? What if I don’t know the right answer? Is this something I can do for the rest of my life?

I haven’t been on here in awhile and I apologize, but what is getting me going again is this book I’m reading called Start by Jon Acuff. I’m hoping to finish this book and get a new mind set and another thing that I have to do, and this is the most important part, is to keep eyes completely fixed on God and put my life in His hands.